Perhaps if I were alone, I wouldn't hurt anyone and no one could hurt me. Every day in school is like torture. I hate it so much. I have to see everyone being what I always want to be.
I tried and ended up alone again and again.
I wasn't really joking when discussing best places to jump. Seemed like a good idea to just end it sometimes.
Hate being alone.. Even with the company of people the feeling never fades.
Smile, and suck it up.
You're on your own again.
Good things just never last
Friday, January 27, 2012
Saturday, January 21, 2012
I must be really bored to be doing this eh.
Headache now -.-
I know I said I wanted to fall sick, but FOR GOD'S SAKE I DIDN'T MEAN DURING THE NEW YEAR!
Oooo 11:11!
Okay that's lame. LOL.
Did I mention the frame I received yesterday? MAN I have no idea where to put it !
Okay being 16 is like, no different.
Doesn't even feel like my birthday was yesterday =o
Oh well.
Growing old =/
Life gets more boring.
LOL
Okay. Maybe I'll post later.
For fun obviously.
No one can stalk me heh.
THE unknown LOL
Yeah right.
As long as they don't find this place!
OK Gonna go.
Byee~
Me
Obviously.
Who else ? LOL
11:14am.
Don't trust the timing shown below
Headache now -.-
I know I said I wanted to fall sick, but FOR GOD'S SAKE I DIDN'T MEAN DURING THE NEW YEAR!
Oooo 11:11!
Okay that's lame. LOL.
Did I mention the frame I received yesterday? MAN I have no idea where to put it !
Okay being 16 is like, no different.
Doesn't even feel like my birthday was yesterday =o
Oh well.
Growing old =/
Life gets more boring.
LOL
Okay. Maybe I'll post later.
For fun obviously.
No one can stalk me heh.
THE unknown LOL
Yeah right.
As long as they don't find this place!
OK Gonna go.
Byee~
Me
Obviously.
Who else ? LOL
11:14am.
Don't trust the timing shown below
Friday, January 20, 2012
Was gonna write in my awesome diary about today but damn tired now haha ><. Today was really great! Like one of the best birthdays I've ever had :P I have such wonderful friends :) thanks everyone for today!
And sadly, I'm finally 16.
Damn I sound old.
And to think I have friends who turned 15 last month!
Man I feel old!
Kk so I'm gonna sleep.
Thanks for today people!
Sam and Xi En : I'm so finding somewhere to hide that pic heh. You guys are so mean hahahaha!! XP
Cheers and rock on!
Me
Obviously.
=)
\(^-^)/
Bye!
And sadly, I'm finally 16.
Damn I sound old.
And to think I have friends who turned 15 last month!
Man I feel old!
Kk so I'm gonna sleep.
Thanks for today people!
Sam and Xi En : I'm so finding somewhere to hide that pic heh. You guys are so mean hahahaha!! XP
Cheers and rock on!
Me
Obviously.
=)
\(^-^)/
Bye!
Thursday, January 19, 2012
Back again HAHAHA.
Hello!
Again.
LOL.
So. Last time I posted was like, what, one year?
ONE YEAR TRADITION OH YEAH!
Okay. That's majorly lame.
MAN can't believe what I typed in my last post! Better start praying no one saw it..
You know, blogs can be like a SUPER AWESOME way of stalking people heh~ ^^
One moment you think you know someone, one blog later BAM you realise you don't know them at all.
Thank god again ( I'm no christian, just an expression ) no one ( I hope ) visits this supposedly dead blog.
So.
Hm.
OMG I just read Shu Ang's dead blog and it's like DAMN FUNNY! XD
So freaking honest that it's so funny.
Oh yeah waittt, I wanted to type about the school year heh.
Last day of being 15 in a lifetime =/ How sad.
Okay. So now I'm secondary 4. AIR CON CLASSROOMS YEAH
O Levels BOO.
Yeah my school did HORRIBLE last year and now all the teachers STRESSED. Trying to make us 'buck up' to make up for the horrible results.
Oh well. =/
CNY soon! So early this year ==
Hm. So. Should I talk about 'feelings' and all that crap? =o
I'm not exactly that kind of girl =/
Yeah somewhat sadly, sometimes I think I'm being seen as 'one of the guys'.
OKAY come on man, off to the hair salon, chop my not-so-long black locks off and I'm good to go as a DUDE!
NO WAY. I'm still like, a freaking GIRL even though I play LoL and WarCraft.
I do play Sims3 okay! That's girly enough. Right..?
Don't answer.
HAHA.
Hey this is fun.
Okay so. Hm. Should I say it ?
Okay. I deleted someone's number == ( prays no one sees this again )
Actually I didn't have to say that.
Already did in my UBER AWESOME SECRET diary =PP
Meaning to say, I've stopped talking to someone. Yes. That shall be that person's name
GEEZ I'm SO procrastinating!
Should totally be studying my Social Studies now.
Ahh LATER LATER. C=
Hm.
Ah. I was talking about 'feelings'.
WAIT. I said I'm not that type of girl.
Ooooo Look! I'm typing faster now MWAHAHAHA.
OMIGODDD FREAKING LAME.
No one will ever see that.
YEAH RIGHT. Internet is SO DAMN PUBLIC.
What was I saying? Ah! about someone.
I'm not going to say that I miss someone. Cos' that is SO not my image/style.
Though the truth? I dunnno heh.
Guess someone's been nice enough to me for a year.
=/
...
Okay fine, I'm not good at letting go, especially this.
OH DID I MENTION!
I WENT TO CHINA XDD
Damn fun.
DAMN FUN!
Have I mentioned it was fun? xD
But sadly someone ... just well. OKAY not gonna talk about someone.
Wait before that, I have something terrible to say.
I get jealous ALL the time over things I SHOULDN'T.
Like them talking to someone and having so much fun.
Such a miserable life eh, Adam?
Our ' someones' talking to each other and ignoring us.
Okay dude, if you see it, don't reply that ><.
Or maybe in korean! =D
My UBER AWESOME best pal ^^
Yeah I'm admitting that here, not to you directly heh.
( Prays you never find my blog though that's not really possible since I sort of stupidly brought it up to you 15 mins ago )
Yeah dude if you find this and happen to see the previous post, .......
Okay PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE don't confront me about that ( I'm talking about down to two knees begging NONONONO )
Embarrassing much
Yeah.
Physics test wasn't that bad. Felt so damn happy after that.
OMG. It's 7.05pm alr ??
Noooo I don't wanna turn 16!!!!
=/
Sadness.
Oh well!
Okay okay I have to admit.
I read Sam's blog.
And well. Eye-opener much!
Made me realise AGAIN that everyone has their own problems, and NEVER judge or compare because what they're going through is just as hard for them as it is for you/myself.
Fine fine I couldn't help comparing a little though. I mean, girl! I get what you're going through. But look on the bright side!
EVERYONE loves you.
You have friends everywhere. You don't realise that everyday, every single day I'm jealous of the both of you?
Living something I've always wanted. Friends. Care. Family. Being able to express yourself well. Confident.
Some stuff I'll never have at the present.
And okay, I know that I have NEVER cared much about my looks ( call me ugly and I don't really give a damn ) but recently it's been affecting me a little.
A little TOO MUCH.
I hate caring about my looks like a girly girl. ( no offence people )
I mean, I know I'm not the best looking girl ever ... OKAY FINE. I don't look good at all -.-
But ... I don't know...
You see ? You guys have looks too. Cute/pretty/whatever there is. I know damn well I don't LOL.
WAIT. This is supposed to go into my UBER AWESOME SECRET diary =PP. Not here!
Crap.
Okay since I'm too lazy to delete it.
I'm not gonna care bout me looks. It's cool being treated like one of the dudes like last time anyway.
Or at least, that's how I see it
Once again prays no one will ever ever ever EVER see this!!!!!
Wow!
Such a long post.
Okay I might as well stop here.
JYS EVERYONE FOR THE Os!!!!
Rock on!
Me.
LOL.
Obviously.
Not-so-silent prayer : Let the blog be unknown
( On the internet? Fat chance LOL )
Okays.
BYE!
=D
Again.
LOL.
So. Last time I posted was like, what, one year?
ONE YEAR TRADITION OH YEAH!
Okay. That's majorly lame.
MAN can't believe what I typed in my last post! Better start praying no one saw it..
You know, blogs can be like a SUPER AWESOME way of stalking people heh~ ^^
One moment you think you know someone, one blog later BAM you realise you don't know them at all.
Thank god again ( I'm no christian, just an expression ) no one ( I hope ) visits this supposedly dead blog.
So.
Hm.
OMG I just read Shu Ang's dead blog and it's like DAMN FUNNY! XD
So freaking honest that it's so funny.
Oh yeah waittt, I wanted to type about the school year heh.
Last day of being 15 in a lifetime =/ How sad.
Okay. So now I'm secondary 4. AIR CON CLASSROOMS YEAH
O Levels BOO.
Yeah my school did HORRIBLE last year and now all the teachers STRESSED. Trying to make us 'buck up' to make up for the horrible results.
Oh well. =/
CNY soon! So early this year ==
Hm. So. Should I talk about 'feelings' and all that crap? =o
I'm not exactly that kind of girl =/
Yeah somewhat sadly, sometimes I think I'm being seen as 'one of the guys'.
OKAY come on man, off to the hair salon, chop my not-so-long black locks off and I'm good to go as a DUDE!
NO WAY. I'm still like, a freaking GIRL even though I play LoL and WarCraft.
I do play Sims3 okay! That's girly enough. Right..?
Don't answer.
HAHA.
Hey this is fun.
Okay so. Hm. Should I say it ?
Okay. I deleted someone's number == ( prays no one sees this again )
Actually I didn't have to say that.
Already did in my UBER AWESOME SECRET diary =PP
Meaning to say, I've stopped talking to someone. Yes. That shall be that person's name
GEEZ I'm SO procrastinating!
Should totally be studying my Social Studies now.
Ahh LATER LATER. C=
Hm.
Ah. I was talking about 'feelings'.
WAIT. I said I'm not that type of girl.
Ooooo Look! I'm typing faster now MWAHAHAHA.
OMIGODDD FREAKING LAME.
No one will ever see that.
YEAH RIGHT. Internet is SO DAMN PUBLIC.
What was I saying? Ah! about someone.
I'm not going to say that I miss someone. Cos' that is SO not my image/style.
Though the truth? I dunnno heh.
Guess someone's been nice enough to me for a year.
=/
...
Okay fine, I'm not good at letting go, especially this.
OH DID I MENTION!
I WENT TO CHINA XDD
Damn fun.
DAMN FUN!
Have I mentioned it was fun? xD
But sadly someone ... just well. OKAY not gonna talk about someone.
Wait before that, I have something terrible to say.
I get jealous ALL the time over things I SHOULDN'T.
Like them talking to someone and having so much fun.
Such a miserable life eh, Adam?
Our ' someones' talking to each other and ignoring us.
Okay dude, if you see it, don't reply that ><.
Or maybe in korean! =D
My UBER AWESOME best pal ^^
Yeah I'm admitting that here, not to you directly heh.
( Prays you never find my blog though that's not really possible since I sort of stupidly brought it up to you 15 mins ago )
Yeah dude if you find this and happen to see the previous post, .......
Okay PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE don't confront me about that ( I'm talking about down to two knees begging NONONONO )
Embarrassing much
Yeah.
Physics test wasn't that bad. Felt so damn happy after that.
OMG. It's 7.05pm alr ??
Noooo I don't wanna turn 16!!!!
=/
Sadness.
Oh well!
Okay okay I have to admit.
I read Sam's blog.
And well. Eye-opener much!
Made me realise AGAIN that everyone has their own problems, and NEVER judge or compare because what they're going through is just as hard for them as it is for you/myself.
Fine fine I couldn't help comparing a little though. I mean, girl! I get what you're going through. But look on the bright side!
EVERYONE loves you.
You have friends everywhere. You don't realise that everyday, every single day I'm jealous of the both of you?
Living something I've always wanted. Friends. Care. Family. Being able to express yourself well. Confident.
Some stuff I'll never have at the present.
And okay, I know that I have NEVER cared much about my looks ( call me ugly and I don't really give a damn ) but recently it's been affecting me a little.
A little TOO MUCH.
I hate caring about my looks like a girly girl. ( no offence people )
I mean, I know I'm not the best looking girl ever ... OKAY FINE. I don't look good at all -.-
But ... I don't know...
You see ? You guys have looks too. Cute/pretty/whatever there is. I know damn well I don't LOL.
WAIT. This is supposed to go into my UBER AWESOME SECRET diary =PP. Not here!
Crap.
Okay since I'm too lazy to delete it.
I'm not gonna care bout me looks. It's cool being treated like one of the dudes like last time anyway.
Or at least, that's how I see it
Once again prays no one will ever ever ever EVER see this!!!!!
Wow!
Such a long post.
Okay I might as well stop here.
JYS EVERYONE FOR THE Os!!!!
Rock on!
Me.
LOL.
Obviously.
Not-so-silent prayer : Let the blog be unknown
( On the internet? Fat chance LOL )
Okays.
BYE!
=D
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