Life right now

Supposed to be studying now but failing badly. Looks like I'm going to disappoint everyone who believed in me.
It's so tiring these days. Sometimes no matter what, I just feel so alone in this world. Yeah, the feeling has lessened but it feels like I'm just living to be living. Keeping every single thing inside . Sometimes it's so difficult to say what I want to but oh well, suck it up and move on.
Cried my heart out to my mom yesterday when I saw her. Yeah the heat made me frustrated but more than anything I just wanted my mom again. Is it too much to ask for? Well apparently it is. " you're 16, it's time you looked after yourself. Etc etc" already it annoys me at times that I have to grow up faster than what I'd like to ( selfish yes ) but I can't help missing the mom I used to have.
Guess I should be grateful for what I have. Even so.. Sigh. I tell people I'm tired but in actual fact, I don't know why.
Life's getting hard. I'm getting beat by one classmate by another. Looks like its time to leave feeling 'tired' for another time and buck up again.

Tiredd

Superrr tired now! 
Today was like a waste of time =/ Got selected for some PISA thingy and practically skipped school for it -.-
AND MY PE!!!! =((
KK I just came here to extra hahaha! 
Hopefully Friday can watch hunger games!! =D 

Cheers and rock on ~