Flashback

Pretty tired right now, so I'm tucked into bed and slowly closing my eyes when my sister's piano music drifts into my room.

Gave me a really nostalgic feeling and flashback to a really long time ago when I would be just waking up from naps in the room to the sound of my sister's playing.

From the dim lighting in my room, to the light under my door and the soft playing of music, it's been so long since I last had my sister's music gently wake me, or in this case, lull me to sleep.

Long sentence Oops.

Goodnight.

Really?

Is it like, there's no other option unless I wholly agree with your beliefs? Can there be no compromise?

What does this mean then, I can't talk about my beliefs because you don't like it or believe in it? I can't even share what I feel is important to me with you?

Why am I doing this anyway then. When you expect me to be perfectly open towards yours but you are so closed minded towards mine.

I can, and I will

Too many reality shocks and realisations today. Hearing it and knowing it to be true is just depressing, and it makes you judge every life decision you made up till this day.

Painful as it was, it was a well needed wake up call and I'm glad to have had it. Everything that I was feeling was put into words and finally didn't feel unfounded.

It's tough, and it will be even more so in the future. But when it's time to cross that bridge, I can, and I will. 

I did it!

Yup. I did it. I took the step to ending my annoyance and ... yeah I guess just annoyance to the whole situation.

No point creating needless suffering for yourself, especially when the other party probably doesn't know or care.

So I did it. And I feel a little better. It was pretty petty of me, I know, this whole thing.

Wanted to change the URL but couldn't think of any so meh for the moment.

Till the next time!