That's right, folks. Character development occurred, or so I'd like to think.
This past weekend I accepted that lounging in bed until 10am is also an acceptable use of time, because hell yeah did I enjoy it just lying and rolling reading my trashy mangas and all.
Who said we had to 'seize the day' everyday? I don't have that kind of energy man, I'm so tired.
Anyway, I found a book I bought a LONG time ago at my mom's house and I kid you not, it looks so Victorian trashy, I'm giggling just reading the first few lines. Can't wait to dive into this!
So where's the development? I think I'm starting to understand that it's okay not to min-max my life, reading books and doing my art isn't a waste of time. If I enjoy it, then it's all gucci. There's no need to always think, "Will this help me earn more money in the future?", "Am I better than others?", "Is this a good use of my time, will it be better spent doing something else?" Like oi gurl (fast running out of years to call myself that, or maybe at 25 I already have lol), chill and smell the rain. Just chill.
So today I'mma read that book 'No Place For A Lady' which I predict will be as trashy and dramatic as my josei mangas and you know what? I'm so excited and looking forward to it which is a nice feeling I haven't had in a while.
I can't always expect to have this happy feeling of excitement and anticipation, but I think I'll just enjoy it when it does come. Like now, heh.
