I'm seriously so tired and sick of myself right now. -.-

For goodness sake, it's almost like I'm back to the secondary school age emotionally. -.-

Good lord is this what one lousy breakup does to me? It's amazing my mom got through what she did.

What am I clinging on to?

I'm sick of being so unhappy all the time la.

I just want more than 3 years of feeling normal and happy, is it too much to ask for seriously.

Yeah yeah, smile and the world smiles with you. But smile at what, my misery? Hah. I can at least laugh at that, maybe.

What's wrong with you la girl. Can you wake up or not.