....

I should just throw my phone away and stop waiting for the impossible, for something that will never ever come.

You told me to try, to talk to others, to hang out with more people so I wouldn't feel lonely, wouldn't feel alone. I tried and for a while, I foolishly felt like I finally had a place somewhere, like I found some new friends. But no, just all a lie. Just fake. Pretending to welcome me only with your smiles but not in your hearts.

alone again. More isolated than ever. Eating is a joy but eating alone all the time just becomes something to fill up the spaces of those who should be there eating with you.

Man I'm hardly this... Annoying, but really, I have no life at all.